Seattle is becoming home. Being away has a way of making that clear.

It's not the Seattle I left, I didn't expect it to be of course. The city changes, relationships change and I've changed.

I was reminded last night that those closest to me want what I want: contentment. Even if that means living 3,000 miles away.

If I were to describe what it feels like in terms of a drink recipe:

2 parts excitement
1 part sadness leaving family
Nervousness about making a new life to fill.

I've been making a new life for myself in Seattle but I haven't committed to it. Now I can and I with God's help I will.